[ It's a simple enough thing. Yes, he could have returned to the end, could have allowed himself to move into the afterlife and be happy, but he would not have been content. He would have been too focussed, too sentient.
( She wouldn't begrudge him that. Besides, he often complains about the weariness in his soul -- Pahja, for one, would not begrudge him waiting until she had passed into the Lifestream to be reunited. He has earned his rest, she thinks.
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[ It's a simple enough thing. Yes, he could have returned to the end, could have allowed himself to move into the afterlife and be happy, but he would not have been content. He would have been too focussed, too sentient.
It would have been another kind of agonising. ]
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( She wouldn't begrudge him that. Besides, he often complains about the weariness in his soul -- Pahja, for one, would not begrudge him waiting until she had passed into the Lifestream to be reunited. He has earned his rest, she thinks.
They both have. )