[ Hythlodaeus reaches up, cupping Hades's face with both palms. This...
He can't make it better, because while it never scarred Hythlodaeus the way it seemed to have hurt Hermes, he was not blind to the imperfection around them. The little cracks that kept Azem occupied, that necessitated the seat of the Emissary.
So he cannot reassure him that it was perfect.
But... ]
It was ours, Hades. Mine and yours and ours. It was also... more peaceful and happier than how things are now. And then it was taken away.
And some of the choice on whether to appraise the comparison was also taken from you.
Nothing will get fixed, nothing can return to how things were, but butter things may get. Depending on the definition of better. Hythlodaeus is sorry that all he can offer in lieu of the beautiful world they lost is himself. Paltry, by comparison. But that is not going to stop him from being right there.
Because to him, Hades being close is enough. He grieves, of course, and Azem being here as well would have made this complete, but his heart is full as they are too. He only wishes that he could grant that peace to Hades.
But that, he knows, will take a while. And he is willing to give them both this time. ]
Your assessments - I have never found them lacking, in any way. Them, nor anything else about you.
[ There is no undoing, no remaking, no going back, and he has been forced to accept that with the most intense of reminders. The Warrior of Light had done a rather formidable job of ensuring he would not forget it.
He has time enough in the future to recover, to heal, to be whole once more, and he has the gift of Hythlodaeus at his side as well.
Laughing softly, he turns to look at his partner properly, feeling the softness overtake him. ]
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[ He sounds sad; sour. ]
All this fighting for something that may not have been perfect to begin with.
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[ Hythlodaeus reaches up, cupping Hades's face with both palms. This...
He can't make it better, because while it never scarred Hythlodaeus the way it seemed to have hurt Hermes, he was not blind to the imperfection around them. The little cracks that kept Azem occupied, that necessitated the seat of the Emissary.
So he cannot reassure him that it was perfect.
But... ]
It was ours, Hades. Mine and yours and ours. It was also... more peaceful and happier than how things are now. And then it was taken away.
And some of the choice on whether to appraise the comparison was also taken from you.
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Nothing will get fixed; nothing will get better. There's no undoing it now and all they have in front of them is the possibility of a better future.
It is impossible for them to go back. He knows that now, securely. But he can wish. ]
I suppose you are correct. I have hardly had much opportunity for correct assessments.
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[ Soft, and so, so sweet.
Nothing will get fixed, nothing can return to how things were, but butter things may get. Depending on the definition of better. Hythlodaeus is sorry that all he can offer in lieu of the beautiful world they lost is himself. Paltry, by comparison. But that is not going to stop him from being right there.
Because to him, Hades being close is enough. He grieves, of course, and Azem being here as well would have made this complete, but his heart is full as they are too. He only wishes that he could grant that peace to Hades.
But that, he knows, will take a while. And he is willing to give them both this time. ]
Your assessments - I have never found them lacking, in any way. Them, nor anything else about you.
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He has time enough in the future to recover, to heal, to be whole once more, and he has the gift of Hythlodaeus at his side as well.
Laughing softly, he turns to look at his partner properly, feeling the softness overtake him. ]
You must stop complimenting me.
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[ Without even a beat of hesitation, as though the millennia between their happy days and the present have never happened.
His smile glimmers on, illuminating both his face and his aether. ]
Besides, is it a compliment when it's true?